That morning I walked into the office to
deliver my papers, looking confident, smiling, feeling a little bit taller and
nicely dressed. My trouser said it all, was really ironed, it was really worked
on. At the reception there was this beautiful lady and in this case the word
beautiful is not relative, she was really beautiful, gave me more confidence to
do my stuff, I mean drop my paper. So I embraced
myself, forced a smile and said
“Hallo,
my name is Edwin and I am here to drop my application letters,”
Then I waited to her voice, nothing came,
it was as if I spoke some Chinese or something, but coz of my coutesy, I decided
to go again,
“Excuse
me I’m Edwin and I am here to drop my paper,”
Then she finally lifted her head and looked
at me,
“I
know your name you have mentioned it already, you think I am deaf or what, can’t
you see am doing something else. There is a seat, sit and wait”, then her small
head was lowered again.

“Hallo sir, how may I help?”
“I’m here to drop my documents for the
application”,
“Ah okay then please wait in the seat then
I will collect them right away”
“Thank you very much madam you are so kind”

That even made it worse for me, why was he
being treated differently from me, why was he special than me. At first I even
thought that maybe they knew one another or they are colleagues, but no, he was
just from a brighter continent than mine. This made me mad, sad and for sure I
left the office. Who would like to stay in a place surrounded by racism from
your own race? This lady preferred him to me; did he deserve the services than
I, what was different from the two of us?
When I left the offices I was reminded of
my childhood, I could see myself running with excitement to greet the white
sisters from the catholic church in my home area shouting the name ‘muzungu’
they were special to us coz they looked different, in fact they were better
than us coz of their color, that was more than 15 years ago, but then I grew up
and interacted with some of them and realized they were just like us. They
didn’t have some super power that we thought they did have; they didn’t possess
two hearts, or green blood. Their hair grew longer but still it wasn’t golden
or something worth a lot of billions, they were just different in their
physical appearances. I realized as I kid I had idolized the white race, and
make them look super special, yet there was nothing really special about the
color. This lady made me so mad and embarrassed to be an African, but again I
was glad that I didn’t have the same mentality.
Racism is something old fashioned and we
Africans we have encouraged it by mistreating our very own based on the preference
of the other race. We are all equal in the eyes of God, black or white, our
humanity don’t dwell in the color of our skin. Whether you are black or white,
heaven is for all and hell too. There won’t be a section for the whites in
heaven or the blacks. Here on earth we might treat one another differently but
remember in heaven we are all the same.
Wake up let journey on….
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